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Goldirock - Etiera "with Love"

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somewhere connected and apart
you're near and afar
I'm watching your movement in my thoughts
a feeling unhealed
how can I feel
a part of you
will I find where you are
will I find where you are
for a while
I was alive
if I was somewhere real
forever holding you inside
my life
a universe you hold
beautiful and whole
I feel your presence in my thoughts
you're more than I've felt
more than I've held
in myself
will I find where you are
will I find where you are
for a while
I was alive
if I was somewhere real
forever holding you inside
my life
alive
for a while
I was alive 
how can I find
somewhere alive
 

the vacant
your reflection is in the sun
always distant through the glass
I can't reach you through the years
I have gazed an endless glance

so far across the vacant sky
I try to touch you in the sun
you are so deep within me
through every vacant winter touch

I remember every night
that killed my emptiness
once again you disappear
into the vast distance


so far across the vacant sky
I try to touch you in the sun
you are so deep within me
through every vacant winter touch

is there enough to feel again
tonight
I wait to find you here again

so far across the vacant sky
I try to touch you in the sun
waves of you in depths of me
through every vacant winter touch


close to nothing
a million thoughts I can't escape
the pieces tear into my brain
I'm losing time and I can't sleep
I feel so close to nothing


into the miles
you pulled me closer
into the ocean
I was together


I fall into an empty room
you're closing in and I can't move
every second I can't feel
why am I close to nothing


into the miles
you pulled me closer
into the ocean
I was together


into myself
will I feel closer
into the ocean
I felt together


drowning inside
I feel you so deep in my dreams
somewhere far inside my memories
my desire sleeps in my mind
staring deep into an oceans sky


inside I can't sleep
so lost within the space in me
sometimes I see
your eyes so deep inside my dreams


far from here I could feel close
empty nights tangle me inside
a void burns through me
I can feel you in everything


inside I can't sleep
so lost within the space in me
sometimes I see
your eyes so deep inside my dreams


inside I can't sleep
so lost within the space in me
at night I see
your eyes so deep inside of me


memories in glass
asleep on a shore of flowers I hold inside me
the petals fall and I feel like I can't breathe
I felt the stars when I felt you here before
your smile awakened my lost world that came apart


I've waited

the moments whisper in my thoughts of your voice
I saw your face as you disappeared from me

 

I've waited for you

reach
I whisper through time
into a sacred face that has turned away
I gaze in your eyes
I try to mend myself so I can find my way


I reach into the distant moments in the place that I hold close
I feel myself come apart somewhere empty and alone

losing life
I cannot breathe
I sink into the thoughts of what I once believed
through desperate eyes
a promise collapsed in me drowning everything

I reach into the distant moments in the place that I hold close
I feel myself come apart somewhere empty and alone

somewhere in the distant moments in me
far into the empty miles between


a similar end
if I could remember how to live
holding on to hope again
reaching through the holes in me
you are a dream I can't forget
tides of frozen memories
live in thoughts of lost sunlight
torn in half in restless time
you are a dream I can't forget


If only I could just find the way through here
you have changed
I don't know how to begin

If only I could just find the way through here
you have changed
I don't know how to exist

 

We were given the opportunity to have two of our songs in an upcoming independent film. It is a horror film called "Raw Footage" which is being produced by Deadline Productions. The songs that will be included are "A Similar End" and "Reach" which are both from our EP.

This is very exciting and we thank Deadline Productions for this opportunity!

 

   Over five years ago, Etiera was created. Together, we formed something we are very passionate about and something we love dearly. Creating music has become an inescapable desire and an experience that allows us find a release within others and within ourselves. We played our first show on November, 9th 2003. Ever since the beginning, the connections we have had with everything through our music have been beautiful. It has always been something that has stayed beside us. The music is always still there even if everything leaves.   

      There have been several changes throughout our lives in the past five years. Just as there are changes in every person's life. Things have come and things have gone. The band evolved and changed like it was its own person, living its own life. Growth, loss, beauty, decay, and desire is the center of everything Etiera is. Thoughts from our imaginations and life experiences transform into songs and into a vision of what we create.   

      Creating music and sharing it with others has given us the opportunity to meet great people and make amazing friends. Shawn Minerd was our former bass player and he is still a part of what we have in Etiera. We all hold a strong friendship together. Every single thing that every person has done for us means so much. The wonderful people that have come into our lives are truly an inspiration and have become a part of what we are. No matter where Etiera goes or what it does, we have already accomplished everything that we wanted. It has been worth it all.

Thank you so much, everyone.

Etiera is a dream.

A dream that has come true.  

-Josh

Etiera

 
 
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