the vacant
your reflection is in the sun
always distant through the glass
I can't reach you through the years
I have gazed an endless glance

so far across the vacant sky
I try to touch you in the sun
you are so deep within me
through every vacant winter touch

I remember every night
that killed my emptiness
once again you disappear
into the vast distance

so far across the vacant sky
I try to touch you in the sun
you are so deep within me
through every vacant winter touch

is there enough to feel again
tonight
I wait to find you here again

so far across the vacant sky
I try to touch you in the sun
waves of you in depths of me
through every vacant winter touch

close to nothing
a million thoughts I can't escape
the pieces tear into my brain
I'm losing time and I can't sleep
I feel so close to nothing

into the miles
you pulled me closer
into the ocean
I was together

I fall into an empty room
you're closing in and I can't move
every second I can't feel
why am I close to nothing

into the miles
you pulled me closer
into the ocean
I was together

into myself
will I feel closer
into the ocean
I felt together

drowning inside
I feel you so deep in my dreams
somewhere far inside my memories
my desire sleeps in my mind
staring deep into an oceans sky

inside I can't sleep
so lost within the space in me
sometimes I see
your eyes so deep inside my dreams

far from here I could feel close
empty nights tangle me inside
a void burns through me
I can feel you in everything

inside I can't sleep
so lost within the space in me
sometimes I see
your eyes so deep inside my dreams

inside I can't sleep
so lost within the space in me
at night I see
your eyes so deep inside of me

memories in glass
asleep on a shore of flowers I hold inside me
the petals fall and I feel like I can't breathe
I felt the stars when I felt you here before
your smile awakened my lost world that came apart

I've waited

the moments whisper in my thoughts of your voice
I saw your face as you disappeared from me
 

I've waited for you

reach
I whisper through time
into a sacred face that has turned away
I gaze in your eyes
I try to mend myself so I can find my way

I reach into the distant moments in the place that I hold close
I feel myself come apart somewhere empty and alone

losing life
I cannot breathe
I sink into the thoughts of what I once believed
through desperate eyes
a promise collapsed in me drowning everything

I reach into the distant moments in the place that I hold close
I feel myself come apart somewhere empty and alone

somewhere in the distant moments in me
far into the empty miles between

a similar end
if I could remember how to live
holding on to hope again
reaching through the holes in me
you are a dream I can't forget
tides of frozen memories
live in thoughts of lost sunlight
torn in half in restless time
you are a dream I can't forget

If only I could just find the way through here
you have changed
I don't know how to begin

If only I could just find the way through here
you have changed
I don't know how to exist